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It's not that it was my fault. I always intended on meeting him, but the unfortunate turn of events did not permit it. Micky Dolenz was the last of the 4 Monkees that I had left to meet. I wasn't going to be doing the horizontal polka with him as I did the others. No that dance was no longer one I permitted to do with other men.
Having put my past relationships behind me and facing the stark reality that Mike and I were not the perfect fit. I chose to try move on and seek new adventures. There were phone calls, emails, and dirty text message received from Davy, Peter, and Mike. Plus the occasional bump and grind but our age difference and the reluctantly of either of them choosing a mate anytime soon left me broken hearted.
It wasn't 'til one night late in summer when I had invited my beloveds to dine with me; I had already mastered the vegetarian cooking and good home Texas BBQ that it dawned on me we were missing one person: Micky. The guys would tell me stories about him and I wanted desperately to meet him. Collectively they decided against it.
"But why?" I asked.
"Its just not a good idea now," Davy said.
"I just want to meet him. He's that last one of you guys. I don't see what the big deal is," I said.
"Well, then answer me this, will you? WHY do you want to meet him so badly?" Mike asked.
"Well, isn't it obvious? He's a Monkee. and one of your best friends. Doesn't he wonder where the 3 of you go…without him? And he is the last one I have yet to meet," I tried to make my point. "It's not like he's my type anyway."
"Mira, what is your type?" Mike asked.
"Uh well…," I started as I looked at each one of them all so different.
"Mira likes aging rock stars," Peter joked.
The truth is if there was a way that I could just combine them all together they would make my perfect mate. No wonder I was so confused. I loved them all and they all loved me. It was rather an incestuous situation that we had. They all promised each other that they wouldn't continue on with me. We'd stop the sexual contact. YEAH like that worked. It was Davy on Sunday's, Peter on Wednesday, and Mike the rest of the week. I didn't know about their pact and they didn't know that each one was breaking it.
It was Saturday and we finished eating. Mike stayed to help me clean up. The others tottled off like usual.
I got my kisses and hugs. The occasional grope from Davy and plans made for dinner again next weekend.
Mike smiled at me as I washed the dishes; his hand lingered on mine as I handed the wet ones for him to dry.
"You know that I am still in love with you," he started.
"Don't say things like that Mike, it only confuses me," I said looking down at the sink filled with bubbles.
"Why didn't we work?" he asked.
"I know why: I know the exact moment…it's when you stopped trusting me," I said.
"Well, you could have told me that you….You and Peter had sex," he said.
"Well, it never came up and I wasn't going to just throw it out there Mike," I said. "Besides it was way before I even met you."
He stood in silence for a moment,"Is there anything that you want to tell me now?"
"What that I had a 3 some with Davy and Peter not once but 3 times. Is that what you want to hear?" I argued. "Cuz, I don't want to know about your sexual past."
He looked at me and he seemed so sad.
"Are you sleeping with them now?" he asked.
"Is that any of your business? We are no longer together…remember you didn't want a relationship," I was very angry and hurt.
"Mike, I never betrayed your trust. I was loyal to you for the 2 years we lived together and beyond that," I started to cry and slammed the cups back into the water.
He came behind me and hugged me, "No, I am sorry. I know that but you know me and my stupid pride….It gets me in trouble," he said.
"Do you think that I am a whore?" I asked.
"No NEVER," he said.
"Then they do…that is the only reason I can come up with why you don't want me to meet Micky," I said.
"I don't know what to say Kid," Mike replied. "We just don't want to share you."
If he only knew…
We went up stairs and he stood behind me, pulling me against his body. I couldn't resist his touches his kisses on my neck and shoulder. He undressed me, carefully, tenderly I loved him. He took my hand, guided me to my bed, and laid my body down. He covered my body with his. He was full of passion. His hands guided him down over the curves of my body. I begged him to make love to me, forget the foreplay but Mike likes to be in control. He decides when I had enough.
He moved up and entered inside. He was perfect. His movements the thrusting of his pelvis the way he looked intensely into my eyes. He truly understood the connection I needed as I let out a whimper. He thrusted faster and as he came he rolled off of me, resting his body in my arms.
We lay there in silence. Then he moved and sat up looking at me.
"You know I love you," he started.
I nodded feeling saddened. Suddenly I knew there was a BUT coming.
"I wish we could just be together with no promises of what or where we will end up, but that is not what you want or what I think you need," He said. "You haven't told the others about us, have you?"
"No Mike. I haven't," I said sadly that is the same thing they all asked and it bothered me a little.
He rubbed my back trying to sooth my tortured soul. Man, I needed female friends.
Sunday morning came early and I knew that Davy would be over for breakfast. Mike was showering and taking his sweet ass time. I wish that he could stay but then I would really have to explain this to Davy.
Mike smiled at me as he put on his boots. We had the routine down by now and I walked over to him and gave him a kiss.
"Thanks for everything," I said.
"I will see you tomorrow," he smiled.
As he pulled away out the back, Davy pulled in the front drive way. I opened the door and greeted Davy. He gave me a hug and a kiss and he smiled as he came in.
"Smells good what are you making?" he asked.
"It's a new recipe Deep Dish Artichoke & Red Pepper Quiche," I said.
"You're getting really good. I will have to come round more often," he said.
"Yes I love our Sunday brunches," I smiled just then Davy's cell rang.
"Oh I have to get this…. 'Hi there…Oh yes…uh huh….sure, No not a problem, yes Mike…'" he went on as he walked out side to my back yard.
It gave me a chance to run up stairs, get dressed, and make sure Mike didn't leave any thing behind. I smiled to myself. I knew it was only a matter of moments that I would be making love to Davy. Nothing better to do on a nice Sunday morning.
I returned downstairs setting our brunch out on plates with the fresh fruit salad and ice cold lemon aide. Davy was still on the phone as I set the food in front of him.
"Alright then it's a plan," he said. "Yeah I know I tried Mike's cell phone all night too…ok...bye Micky."
"MICKY!!!" I said.
"As in Dolenz,"I yelled as Davy hung up the phone.
"Are you still on that?" he chuckled.
"Yes and I will be 'til one of you introduce me," I pouted.
"Oh come on now, don't give me that face," he said smiling at me. "Besides the last time I introduced you to one of my friends you ended up in a relationship."
"Yeah and you see how well that worked out," I said.
I got up to take the dishes away. when he pulled me to his lap he tapped the tip of my nose with his finger.
"why do you look so radiant today?" he asked.
I knew why but I wasn't going to share that with him.
Upstairs to the bedroom we went. It was business as usual. Davy was quick to get undressed and make himself comfortable in my bed. I smiled at his child like eagerness.
"So what's the lesson tonight Davy?" I asked coyly as I striped naked for him.
He smiled and pointed to my video camera in the corner of my room "Dirty little secrets," he beamed.
"Uh…NO WAY!!' I protested.
"Oh come on. We all need a little secret," he smiled as he stood up and got the camera and pointed it to me.
I shy away from it throwing a pillow at him "turn that off David," I demanded.
He smiled and put it up on the dresser. I figured that he kept it on. That's fine I was willing to play.
He returned back to the bed laying there with his hands behind his head. Davy liked when I was in charge. Or so he led me to believe I know who was pulling the strings.
I reached for the video camera and pointed to at his face.
"Smile Davy…say cheese," I taunted him.
He smiled and licked his lips. I panned down his body when I reached his dick he was fully erect.
"And what do we have here?" I flirted. "Looks like Mr. Jones has a boner for me."
"Yes and its waiting for you. You know what to do," he purred.
I handed him the video camera and he captured me giving him head. He set it down on the night stand as I climbed upon his body. I rocked my hips back and forth as he reached up for my breasts he loved to hold them in his hands as I rode him. We laughed and giggled as we made love it wasn't intense. More of a celebration of our bodies coming together.
I lay beside him, out of breath he could go on for hours; usually we made love the whole day. Taking short rest stops. He pulled me into him and kissed me softly.
"You're a naughty bird Mira…I love it," he smiled.
"Oh no, don't you put this one on me…it was your idea," I replied.
"Yes, but you played along...you like those dirty little secrets. I know you do," he smiled.
"Maybe…just a little," I blushed.
"You haven't told the others about us, have you?" he asked .
Again with that what was going on here? Then it dawned on me I was HIS dirty little secret in fact I was all of theirs.
It was Wednesday morning. I woke up in a rather good mood. Mike didn't spend the night so there was no rushing him out. I didn't know how long I could go on like this. What the maids must have thought of me, kissing one lover goodbye, and another hello in the matter of 24 hours.
I was sitting in my back yard reading by the pool. I read that Micky was doing a play in town PIPPIN. Uh huh, I figured out how I was going to meet him. I didn't need the guys to introduce me. Peter let himself in and came from behind me and kissed my cheek.
I greeted him with a smile.
"Hi baby," I said.
Of all of them I felt that I needed to protect Peter. He had a very sensitive heart. He tried to hide it, but I knew better.
"Hi yourself. How's my favorite girl?" he asked.
I sat up and looked around,"Who Rosie?" I joked.
"Well, she is a really good cook. NO YOU," he smiled.
I am great. I put the paper on the table. He pick it up and looked at it.
"Oh no you don't," he smiled.
"Don't what?" I asked playing innocent.
"I see what you were looking at," he said.
"Really Peter I have no idea," I winked at him.
He moved over to where I was laying and startled me, and started to tickle me. He knew that tickling would get something from me.
"Stop…stop it Peter," I said in between the fits of laughter.
"Never, not 'til you fess up," he laughed.
"O.k. just get off me," I grunted. "Yes I am going to see him and I will meet him Peter and there is NOTHING you Davy or Mike can do about it," I smiled.
"Why are you so stubborn?" he laughed.
"I still don't understand why you don't want me to meet him," I said.
"We have our reasons," he said.
"Care to clue me in?" I smiled.
"No," he said.
I looked down and noticed a huge bulge in his pants. I could not resist but to comment on it.
"Wow Peter is that for me?" I asked rubbing it.
"Can you blame me? Having you wiggle under me." he smiled.
We went inside I did give Rosie the day off. So we had the run of the house, but Peter liked my bed. Once we reached the bed room, Peter pulled me into his arms and we kissed I loved his lower lip, and took pleasure in sucking it. He untied my bikini top and watched it as it fell to the floor. I unbuttoned his shirt and pants slowly peeling them from his body I buried my face in his chest. I loved the way he smelled, kissing him and holding him tight to me. He landed on the bed. I stood at the edge as he moved closer to me, tugging at my bottoms they too fell to the floor.
"Yes now that is how you should be," he said taking a moment studying my body. He always made me feel beautiful.
He put his arms around my waist and started to kiss my stomach. His hands on my back sending shivers with each of his touches. I loved when he would look up at me, so inviting so loving. He pulled me down on top of him. I started to kiss his sweet tender lips. Htoe liked to take things slow enjoy the moments together. He slowly made his way down my body leaving a path of kisses. As he reached my pussy, I let out a moan. He started to kiss my inner thigh and caress me. I asked him to make love to me. He slowly crept up my body again and entered inside. He rocked his pelvis fast when needed but slowly when it truly counted. I closed my eyes as he kissed my face. We slowly enjoyed each other. It was as if in sync we came. He knew my body very well now. After Mike and I broke up and I moved out Peter was the one I turned to. We never dated it was like we just pick up where we left off.
We fell asleep. When I awoke all three of them were in my room. Davy was sitting on one side. Mike and Peter on the other. I smiled when I saw them all.
"Am I dreaming?" I asked looking at them. "Or did you convince Mike too."
"No, I would never touch another man," Mike said.
"You don't have to touch them,"I started to explain how it would all work.
"Seems like someone has put a lot of thought into this," Mike laughed.
"It's all I think about honey," I smiled and sat up realizing too late that I was still undressed.
I quickly pulled my sheet to cover me.
"It's nothing we haven't seem before love," Davy said with a grin.
"What are you ALL doing here?" I asked.
"We are going to take you out for the day," Peter said.
"Oh I can't I have plans," I replied.
"Oh your plans can wait," Mike said.
And then I realized that Peter told them that I was planning to see Micky in his play.
I shot a dirty look at Peter.
"Come on now, rise and shine get in that shower," Davy said.
As I started to get out of bed, I looked at them all staring at me.
"Well…turn around, give a girl privacy," I smiled.
Davy went threw my dresser looking for clothes for me to wear. I came out in a towel looking at what he put together.
"Davy I need a bra," I smiled.
"No you don't," he said.
"I'm not wearing a white tank top with out a bra," I smiled.
"Nice try man," Mike said.
Davy shrugged his shoulders and gave a goofy grin.
"Out…OUT."I said shooing them from my room
"Where are we going any way?" I asked.
"We thought we'd take you for a drive and have a nice picnic," Peter said smiling at me.
I got dressed and grabbed my car keys; I quietly opened my bed room door and tip toed down the stairs to be face to face with Mike.
"And where were you going?" he smiled.
I gave a smile and winked and darted to the door. He got hold of me and held me back, wrapping his arms around me.
"You were trying to get away," he laughed.
"You don't really want to be released from my arms do ya?" he flirted.
I shook my head.
He turned me around and looked into my eyes "Later tonight," he purred into my ear.
That man had me at his will. He could tell me to do anything and I would do it. He knew I was under his spell.
We all piled into Davy's SUV. I was in the back with Mike. I felt like I was taken prisoner for the day. Silly men, I will find a way Mickey's play was on all month. I rested my head on Mike's shoulder his arm around me. I didn't care if the others saw it. Mike and I had a history together. He was truly the only one I wanted to be with. We drove for maybe an hour up to this mountain the view was breathtaking.
"Wow this is beautiful," I said.
"No one has taking you up here love?" Davy asked.
"No one has taken me here," I said as I looked around.
We walked a few steps when Peter started to set up a tent.
"A Tent?" I said.
"We are not sleeping here…are we?" I asked. "That is not good for your backs guys"
"No we are not staying here, but in case you need shade or a rest its here," Mike said.
We went down a grassy path to a water fall. I stripped and jumped in. The others followed suit and joined me. I smiled at the sight of my 3 naked men. They surrounded me. I had no place to go but down. I disappeared beneath the waters surface and swam past them. Mike grabbed hold of my foot and pulled me to him. He swam with me. I wrapped my legs around his waist. My arms around his shoulder. My breasts pressed against his back. We hid behind the water fall. I couldn't help myself but I kissed him. I fall to pieces when I am beside him. I knew that Davy and Peter would be looming around.
"I love you, Mike," the words just spilling from my lips.
"I love you, too," he smiled and kissed my nose and dunking us under the water. We kissed again. When we sufficed Davy and Peter were there.
"What are you two up to?" Davy asked.
"I am leaning how to hold my breath underwater," I joked.
"Is that right…kinky," Davy said.
I swam away from them. Pretending that I was going to jump from the cliff but when I reached the top I took hold of their clothing waved them in the air and took off running. They followed fast behind me laughing. I knew when they reached me I would be done for. I ran right past a couple of campers. How I would have loved to see their expressions seeing 3 men streaking past them looking at Davy's bare ass as he galloped through.
I reached the tent and ran inside, they followed behind me.
"Oh your gunna pay," Mike said laughing.
I crawled backwards towards the end of the tent. My hand landing on my video camera. I quickly looked at Davy. He saw what I was concerned about.
"Hey is this MY video Camera?" I asked.
"Yeah I packed it, thought it would be funny to get Mike making a fire," Peter said.
"Oh did you check the tape? I haven't used this is a while," I said.
"No, but I am sure that it will be fine," Peter said reaching for it.
"No that's ok I will check it. You guys put your clothes on you bunch of perves," I joked.
As I checked it, I saw the video of Davy and me and quickly rewinded it and started recording the guys…talk about a close call.
I recorded Peter flexing his muscles When I pointed the camera at Mike he put his hand up. Davy was seducing the camera with his smiles and eyes. I then turned the camera around on me.
"Alrite me mates, we have traveled far far into the jungle" I said with my best Aussie accent "to bring you these incredible creatures they call them selves The Monkees…now watch carefully as they interact with each other, the are three males here I think the tall one is the leader…" I laughed.
Mike tosses me a grin and continued with making the fire.
"Your nuts Mira," he yelled.
"Oh me mates he knows me name," I continued.
Davy and Peter were cracking up. They couldn't get over my silliness.
"Mira, I think you watch way too much Television," Peter said in between giggles.
Mike was busy getting lunch together.
"Just so you know I am NOT touching that tofu stuff it wiggles and it scares me," he joked.
"That's ok Mike I will cook," I smiled taking the spatula from him put his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek.
"I knew you would," he smiled.
"Awe you know what's missing?" I Joked. "My "kiss the cook" apron."
I had to laugh when Peter pulled it out of his back pocket and tied it around my waist. He then gave me a kiss on the cheek. Mike tried to do the same but I turned and pulled him in for a long one. Davy not to be out done took hold of me dipped me back and planted one on me. We started to laugh.
"I wanna a do ove,r" Peter joked.
"Sorry buddy, you only get one chance," Mike smiled.
We finished eating and I went to clean up as I returned Peter had taken out his guitar and started to play. I filled an old water bottle up with sand and gave it to Davy.
"Any requests love?" Davy asked as I took a seat beside Mike.
"I love all your songs, you guys choose," I said.
They started to sing "Daydream Believer." They knew it was my favorite. I guess we were pretty loud we attracted near by campers. They flocked to the site and were wowed with amazement finding the actual Monkees in the woods.
This one lady looked at Mike and I "Oh your daughter is beautiful," she said.
Mike looked over his shoulder and then back at me "Oh she's not my daughter," he said putting his arm around me, "she's my girlfriend."
I smiled at those words, but I wasn't going to let them sink in. He may have just wanted to get a reaction out of her.
We put out the fire and packed up everything and headed back to my house. I guess I had fallen asleep in Mike's arms.
"I don't want to wake her," Mike said. "I'll just carry her to her bed."
"Ok, do you want us to wait for you?" Peter asked.
"No I will just stay the night. I'll get her to drive me home in the morning," Mike whispered.
Just then Davy turned and gave Mike a dirty look.
"I will be on the couch Jones," Mike said.
Mike somehow carried me into my house and laid me on my bed with out waking me. I opened my eyes half asleep and smiled at him and pulled him into a kiss "stay with me tonight," I pleaded.
He unbuttoned my shirt and pulled it past my shoulders. He laid me on the bed and undid my shorts he took off his shirt and pants and laid beside me. He started kissing my neck then started to laugh.
"You're not into this," he said.
"Wa...Huh...what do you mean?" I asked.
"You're falling asleep," he laughed.
"How could I do that? I have the great Michael Nesmith in my bed."
"You did, I started to kiss your neck and I saw that you were asleep," He laughed.
We went to sleep, come morning I was awaken by this odd sound, a buzzing noise. I could hear Mike in the shower that wasn't it. I pulled myself over the edge of the bed and looked under it. It was Mike's cell.
"Hello Mike's cell?" I answered.
"Hi there…is Mike there?" they asked.
"Umm yes but he is busy can I take a message?" I asked.
"Who is this?" they asked.
"Umm Mira…who is this? I asked.
"Uh so he's with you today," he said.
"What?" I said.
"Hi Mira, this is Micky, Mike's friend," he said.
"Micky!!" I exclaimed.
"Yeah Micky, hey I know…its ok," he said. "in fact I know everything."
"Everything?" I whispered.
"Yes, they all told me," he said.
"They did?" I asked.
"They told me separately and I was asked not to say anything," he said.
"OH that is why they don't want me to meet you," I explained.
"What? They don't want you to meet me!!" he asked.
"Yeah for the longest time I couldn't figure it out…I think I got it now," I smiled.
"You're going to have to make a choice soon," he said.
"Oh I have already Micky," I said.
"Good!" he said. "Can I ask who?"
I smiled, "He's in the shower now."
"I hope that everything goes well," he said.
"Thanks Micky, hey maybe one of these days I will meet ya," I said.
"Here's hoping."
Mike came from the washroom and laughed at the sight of me sprawled over the edge of the bed with my ass in the air.
Laughing "What are you doing?" he asked.
I sat up the phone still clung to my ear.
"Oh it's for you," I smiled.
He took the phone from my hand still shaking his head.
"Hello? Oh Hi Micky!" he said giving me a disapproving look.
He finished his conversation in the other room and came and found me I was hiding under the covers.
"What are you doing?" he asked.
"Mike, I have to tell you something…" I started. He sat down at the foot of the bed and looked at me.
"Mike…there is just not an easy way to tell you this.Every time that I am not with you, I am with Davy or Peter…having sex. I am having sex with them," I said.
He lowered his head and sat quiet for a moment, "Why are you telling me this?" he asked.
"Because I don't want to do that with them anymore. I only want you," I said.
He laughed or smiled at me, "I knew that they wouldn't stay away from you. I know I couldn't."
"Are you mad at me?" I asked.
"You...NO never I did this to you. I think I understand," he said. "If we are going to do this, then you have to tell Peter and David."
"Yes I know, and I will.I promise I will," I said wrapping my arms around his neck he put his around my waist and lowered me down on the bed.
"So whose turn is it today?" He joked.
"Yours Mike. From now on it's always yours," I smiled.
We made love and Mike had to leave. It was still early so I figured that I could make it for the matinee showing of Pipin and find a way to see Micky. I wanted to thank him for his advice.
I arrived on time and took my seat. I enjoyed the play. He did such a wonderful job. I ran to the stage door it was guarded heavily. I smiled and waited. I spotted Davy, Peter, and Mike out the corner of my eye and ran to them. Yelling back to the security guard "I'm with them."
They saw me and a panic look was on Davy's and Peter's face.
"Mira!!!!" Mike smiled. "What are you doing here?"
"Uh Hi guys," I smiled and waved. "I just thought that I would say hi to Micky?"
My voice went rather quiet.
I spotted him coming out of the door, but before I could go to him Davy pulled me by the arm.
I smiled and said, "Well, this is fine. I need to talk to you and Peter anyway."
I pulled them over to the corner of the theater and told them that I knew. I found out the pact that they had and that each had broken it. I also told them that Mike and I were going to try again. They smiled and understood.
"So ..NOW I can meet Micky?" I asked.
"Yes, Now you can meet Micky," Davy said.
We all walked down the hall way and knocked on his dressing room door. There was no answer. So Davy opened it and we all walked in.
"Micky??" Peter called out.
He was gone.
I turned when I heard the door close. Mike was standing there smiling locked the door and shut off the lights.
"What's one last time," He said.
And that is Why I never Met Micky Dolenz.
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